God’s lovely gifts

Steven and I arrived a whole hour before Saturday evening Mass and, thanks to the recent time (light) change, Our Lady of Guadalupe looked picture perfect in its palm greenery; so how could I ignore God’s impromptu invitation to bask in the windows and the stations that I’d last photographed in 2012?

And, I discovered something new!

God’s lovely gifts

Among the exquisite stained-glass windows are sixteen— not fourteen or fifteen, but sixteen— stations of the cross!  Amazing.

I can understand the fifteenth station— the glorious resurrection— but to depict Jesus in the garden before his way of the cross?  Extraordinary.

As for the Last Supper?  When one glimpses the back altar from either side of the front altar, one can see the lit portion below the mantle.  Stunning.

What lovely gifts God has in store when we make time for him!

      

            

We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you
because, by your holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

At the cross her station keeping,
stood the mournful mother weeping,
close to Jesus to the last.

Through her heart his sorrow sharing,
all his bitter anguish bearing,
now at length the sword had passed.

Oh how sad and sore distressed
was that mother highly blessed
of the sole-begotten one!

Christ above in torment hangs;
she beneath beholds the pangs
of her dying, glorious son.

Is there one who would not weep,
o’rwhelmed in miseries so deep,
Christ’s dear mother to behold?

Can the human heart refrain
from partaking in her pain
in that mother’s pain untold?

For the sins of his own nation
saw him hang in desolation,
all with bloody scourges rent.

Bruised, derided, cursed, defiled,
she beheld her tender child
till his spirit forth he sent.

O, sweet mother, fount of love,
touch my spirit from above;
make my heart with yours accord.

Make me feel as you have felt;
make my soul to glow and melt
with the love of Christ, my Lord.

Holy mother, pierce me through;
in my heart each wound renew
of my savior crucified.

Let me share with you his pain,
who for all my sins was slain,
who for me in torments died.

Let me mingle tears with you,
mourning him who mourned for me,
all the days that I may live.

By the cross with you to stay,
there with you to weep and pray,
this I ask of you to give.

Virgin, of all virgins blest,
O refuse not my request:
let me share your grief divine.

Let me to my latest breath,
in my body bear the death
of that dying son of yours.

Wounded with his every wound
steep my soul till it has swooned
in his very blood away.

Be to me, O virgin, nigh
lest in flames I burn and die
in that awful judgment day.

Christ, when you shalt call me hence,
be your mother my defense,
be your cross my victory.

While my body here decays,
may my soul your goodness praise,
safe in paradise with you.

         

Contact information

Stabat Mater, a thirteenth century hymn that tells the story of Our Lady of Sorrows during the passion of Christ, was translated by Fr. Edward Caswall (1814-1878) from Liturgia Horarum.  (See links below.)   An abridged version accompanies the stations in Behold! The Way of the Cross (Gouin, Creative Communications for the Parish, 2001).

March 21, 2017

God of life, we are grateful for the many gifts that you have given to us.  May we become prudent stewards of your many gifts and not thoughtlessly waste water, food, and other resources.  May we respond to your Son’s cry of thirst with lives of peacemaking and just action.  We make his prayer in your name.  Amen (Daniel P. Horan, OFM, in The Last Words of Jesus).

April 8, 2017

Dear God, we ask that you hear our Lenten prayer of praise, surrender, and petition.  We praise you for the many gifts that you have given us.  We surrender our control, seeking to follow Jesus’s model of humility while striving to love as he loved us.  We recognize that suffering comes with love, that great love and great suffering can transform us, but that neither experience is necessarily easy.  We offer our petition to you, praying that we might have the strength of our convictions, the hope of our faith, and the joy of that hope when times are difficult.  May we always place our trust in you and commend our whole selves to your care.  In doing so, may we always proclaim, in word and deed: “Thy kingdom come, thy will be done!” (Horan, OFM).

April 9, 2017

The very large crowd spread their cloaks on the road, while others cut branches from the trees and strewed them on the road.  The crowds preceding him and those following kept crying out and saying “Hosanna to the Son of David; blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord; hosanna in the highest” (Mt. 21:8-9).

June 5, 2017

“The will of God is not a fate which has to be endured, but a holy and meaningful act which ushers in a new creation” (Romano Guardini in The Art of Praying).

June 30, 2017

In the gospels, Jesus introduces us to God the Father and invites us into his heavenly realm right here on earth, the kingdom of God.  He opens our eyes to see that there are two kingdoms: the kingdom of this world, which we can touch, taste, see, hear, and smell (our physical world), and God’s kingdom, which is unseen but just as real— in fact, even more so.

By getting to know Jesus Christ and learning how to connect with him spiritually, we can become “kingdom-of-God dwellers.”  But because we have been given the gift of free will, each of us must decide, every minute of each day, in which kingdom we will choose to place our hope and trust (Melissa Overmyer in Born to Soar: Unleashing God’s Word in Your Life).

July 21, 2017

All Christians know that God became man for us.  Not all, however, realize that he did more than this.  Not only did he become one of us, he willed also to make each one of us a part of himself.  In addition to the mystery of the in­carnation, there is the mystery of incorporation.  We are incorporated into the person of Christ (Raoul Plus, SJ, in How To Pray Well).

July 25, 2017

We hold this treasure in earthen vessels, that the surpassing power may be of God and not from us.  We are afflicted in every way, but not constrained; perplexed, but not driven to despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed; always carrying about in the body the dying of Jesus so that the life of Jesus may also be manifested in our body (2 Cor. 4:7-10).

Links of interest…  Betrayal…  Final hours & death…  God’s great love for us…  Holy Saturday: looking back & peering ahead…  Incarnation & the Pietá…  Mary & the intolerable gift of waiting…  Our Lady of Guadalupe Church: facebook…  Stabat Mater: Preces Latinae / video / Virtus Online…  Sermons of St. Francis de Sales: On our Lady (preview)…  St. Vianney sermon: Beware if you have no temptations…  Trusting in God in uncertain times…  Way of Holy Week…  Where’s your Gethsemane…  Who is the kingdom of God…

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Father’s roses

Last year Steven and I drove to Goose Island for Palm Sunday Mass at Stella Maris and Fr. Ralph was overjoyed to see us.  “I was hoping you two would show up!  I’ve got great news!  Follow me so we can talk,” Father said, leading us to the slightly bigger than standing room only space behind the altar.

Without being asked, Joe, attentive sacristan and devoted friend, opened a folding chair for Father to sit as he shared his latest stories with us.  “I’m healed!” Father gushed and then proceeded to fill in all the glorious details as Steven bent down to listen and I looked up intently, almost breathlessly, from where I sat on the old wood floor.

We couldn’t get enough!  After all the trips to M.D. Anderson and more, Fr. Ralph’s news was the answer to our collective prayers.  We were so grateful for Father’s reprieve from his medical roller coaster ride that we couldn’t stop smiling.  Again and again we thanked and praised God for his merciful kindness.

Faith revisited

Fr. Ralph was on fire.  He was  a walking-talking miracle whose homily, in part, focused on a familiar story from the Bible.

Or take the woman who had obviously heard Jesus preach.  She might even have seen some of the miracles.  She’d gone to doctors for twelve years.  She had a hemorrhage.  Only women can appreciate the misery of all that, day in and day out.  No cure.  And she’d spent all her money.

“If I could just touch the hem of his garment,” she thought, “I would be healed.”

That’s a position of faith, isn’t it?  She wanted a point of contact, so she could release her faith.  And the power of God would come flowing through her body.

Did she find it easy to get to Jesus?  Oh, it was easy to see him.  ‘Yes, there he is over there.  Uh-huh.  I see the prayer shawl.  Oh, my goodness.  There are so many people around him!’

She didn’t let the press interfere with the possibility of cure.  She didn’t let the devil talk her out of it.  She pushed and shoved— did whatever she had to do— until, finally, she got behind him.  She touched his garment, the hem of his prayer shawl.

Jewish men wear the tallit in Israel to this day when they pray at the Wailing Wall.  I’ve been there.  I’ve seen it.  I have one that I use.  At the base of it are all these tassels that represent the Commandments of God, the promises of God.

What the woman was thinking was, “If I touch the one that keeps all the Commandments and if I touch the one for healing, I will be made whole.”

The woman released her faith when she touched it, and Jesus said, “Virtue has come out.  Who has touched me?”

“I did,” the woman replied.

“Your faith has made you whole,” Jesus told her.

So it’s always an impediment to get to Jesus, isn’t it?  Sometimes it’s our own doubt.  Most of the time, it’s the devil.

“Oh, but you don’t deserve to have a miracle.  Remember what you did when you were a young man?  Or a young woman?  Just forget that, and just keep going.  You can’t change, and God can’t forgive you.  You’ll never have a miracle.”

Oh, my goodness.  The devil is the father of lies, isn’t he?

Although Father’s homily wasn’t perfectly geared for Palm Sunday, it certainly touched on the faith— the “confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see” (Heb. 11:1)— that Jesus embodies for us to witness during Holy Week.

Lesson gleaned

Through Fr. Ralph God refreshed us with yet another of his extraordinary lessons.  Believing requires stoutheartedness, courage, and patience.  Believing is trusting that God knows best.  “Your will be done,” not mine (Mt. 26:42).

Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything.  Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done.  Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand.  His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus (Phil. 4:6-7).

Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself.  Each day has enough trouble of its own (Mt. 6:34).

Father’s roses

After Mass Fr. Ralph insisted that Steven and I accompany him to the back yard.  With scissors in hand he snipped at his prized rosebush; created a lovely, fragrant, lavender-pink cluster; and jubilantly presented me with the unexpected bouquet.

Thoughtful?  Yes.  Then again, healthy or unwell, that’s Fr. Ralph.

On the drive home, in the days that followed, and especially now that Fr. Ralph’s health has waned again, his roses are more than just a sweet remembrance of our time at Stella Maris; they’re an enduring recollection of God’s loving mercy celebrated on Palm Sunday a year ago.

      

         

      

      

      

      

      

March 18, 2016

I struggled with [the devil] in my imprisonment.  At one moment I thought I was victorious; the next day I was defeated.  This cruel and stubborn fight lasted five years.  Then God gave me the grace to triumph over my enemy (St. Augustine).

March 20, 2016

“The Mass is long,” you say; [to which] I add, “because your love is short”  (St. Josemaría Escrivá).

March 24, 2017

We are not to be without pain.  Pain is Jesus suffering in us, but we are to look to him for strength and courage.  We are to learn this ability to shoulder our cross by gazing at him and being gentle and humble in heart (Mother Angelica on Suffering and Burnout).

Father Ralph’s homilies: 10 Oct 2010 / 22 Jan 2012 / 16 Sept 2012…

Links of interest…  Christ’s way of the cross…  Do you want to be well…  Fr. Ralph: obituary / story of healing (3.13.15)…  How to overcome worry by trusting in God’s providence…  Pope laments “defeated Christians” who do not fully trust in God…  Saints: novenas (969)…  St. Peregrine: about / articles (prayer card) / “cancer saint” / chaplet / feast / friends of / healing power / May 1 / novena / prayers (requests) / shrine…  Stella Maris: anniversary / facebook / history (more) / Lamar, TX / marker…  Trusting in God in uncertain times…  Would you have touched Jesus’ cloak…

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Christ’s passion

When we visit a church, new or familiar, I photograph the stations of the cross with relish.  Sometimes the end result includes dark, fuzzy, and/or cropped pictures that make me long for do-overs.  Other times I’m simply amazed at the beauties that pop out at me unexpectedly as I search my ever-expanding photo files for visuals that complement my writing.  But, always, I’m so drawn to the stations that I wonder how they were chosen to begin with.  And, if they could tell their story, what would they say?

Christ’s passion

July 2014, I fell head over heels in love with the stations of the cross during our eight-day silent retreat.  And, just last month, I serendipitously discovered why.  Thanks to a lifelong lingering memory, I can trace my initial fascination with the story of Christ’s passion to a long-ago prayer that mom recited nightly for my baby brother and me as we would “go to sleep with the angels.”

“Hortelanito, por Dios, dime la pura verdad: si Jesús de Nazaret por aquí lo has visto pasar” (Mendoza, 1939).

Powerful devotion

Life never has seemed so full of trouble and strife as now.  But, amid our daily anxieties, we never lose hope.  God’s help is near at hand.  With it we look forward to a share in Christ’s victory over sin and death.

Our present sufferings cannot be compared to the glory that one day will be revealed in us.  All we need do is remain faithful and constant.  In our daily cares and preoccupations we must keep our heart steadily fixed on our true goal.

We will find it much easier to do so when we perform our work with the spirit and outlook of Christ.  In his sacred passion and death our Savior opened the way for us to follow.  There is no other path to God, our father.

The stations, [Christ’s] way of the cross, are our way to salvation, too.  We must often apply their power to our own life situation.  This can be done anywhere: at home, on a park bench, waiting for a train or a friend.  When our schedule is crowded, we can think and pray at least one station a day.

Our Lord doesn’t expect long or eloquent prayers.  We need not even use words; a brief silent lifting of our hearts to him suffices (Franciscan Mission Associates, B-8/14, p. 2).

Opening prayer

God, our heavenly father, we raise our minds and hearts to you in praise and thanksgiving.  Though weak and sinful, we wish to follow your only son, our Lord Jesus, on the way of the cross.  May your Holy Spirit help us use our Savior’s strength effectively in our place in life.  We ask the special aid of our blessed Lady, ever virgin and mother, in following Christ and in making his way of the cross our way of life.  Amen.

1: Jesus is condemned.

We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you
because, by your holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

      

      

      

2: Jesus takes his cross.

We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you
because, by your holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

       

       

       

3: Jesus falls the first time.

We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you
because, by your holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

       

       

       

4: Jesus meets his mother.

We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you
because, by your holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

       

       

       

5: Simon helps Jesus carry the cross.

We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you
because, by your holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

       

       

       

6: Veronica wipes the face of Jesus.

We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you
because, by your holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

       

       

       

7: Jesus falls the second time.

We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you
because, by your holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

       

       

       

8: Jesus speaks to the women.

We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you
because, by your holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

       

       

       

9: Jesus falls the third time.

We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you
because, by your holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

       

       

       

10: Jesus is stripped of his clothes.

We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you
because, by your holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

       

       

       

11: Jesus is nailed to the cross.

We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you
because, by your holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

       

       

       

12: Jesus dies on the cross.

We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you
because, by your holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

       

       

       

13: Jesus is taken down from the cross.

We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you
because, by your holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

       

       

       

14: Jesus is laid in the tomb.

We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you
because, by your holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

        

       

       

Concluding prayer

O God, our heavenly father, by your great mercy we are born anew to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ, your son.  We look forward to the inheritance, imperishable and unfading, which you have reserved for us in heaven.  We thank you for calling us to eternal glory in Jesus, our savior.  We ask your forgiveness for the many times we have failed in following Christ.  May the remembrance of his life, passion, and resurrection sustain us on our earthly way of the cross.  May his example strengthen us in faith, hope, and love.  And when we come to die, may we, by your gracious goodness, be born again to eternal life.  Amen.

         

Contact information

Prayers are from Your Way of the Cross (FMA, B-13R, pp. 3 & 11, respectively).  Your Way of the Cross leaflets and the Retreat Booklet are from Franciscan Mission Associates, P.O. Box 598, Mt. Vernon, NY 10551-0598; and A Prayer in Honor of Our Lady of Sorrows is from the Servants of Mary, The Servite Order, 1439 South Harlem Avenue, Berwyn, IL 60402-0712.

Stations of the cross (left to right, top to bottom) can be found in the following sacred spaces: Sts. Cyril & Methodius (Corpus Christi, TX), St. Anthony of Padua (Rockford, IL), Most Holy Trinity (Covington, LA), St. Mary Cathedral (Austin, TX), St. Anselm (Madisonville, LA), St. Mary’s (Brownsville, TX), Christus Spohn Hospital Chapel (Corpus Christi, TX), Oblate School of Theology (San Antonio, TX), and St. Joseph (Port Aransas, TX), respectively.

           

           

February 25, 2016

Many who would willingly let themselves be nailed to a cross before the astonished gaze of a thousand onlookers cannot bear with a Christian spirit the pinpricks of each day!  Think, then, which is the more heroic (St. Josemaría Escrivá).

February 29, 2016

“We must not seek the cross in extraordinary sufferings seldom, if ever, encountered; we must look for it in the duties, the life, the difficulties, and the sacrifices of each day and of each moment” (Fr. Gabriel of St. Mary Magdalen in Divine Intimacy).

March 9, 2016

“We could not go to Calvary to offer ourselves with him and thus share in the fruits of his sacrifice, so Jesus brought Calvary to us” (Fr. Lawrence G. Lovasik in The Basic Book of the Eucharist).

November 10, 2016

“No one should be ashamed of the cross of Christ through which the world has been redeemed” (St. Leo the Great).

March 20, 2017

Christ’s whole being must ring in our hearts with blood and bone.  We must follow him.  We must strive to penetrate into the heart of his mystery, to what he really is.  Then things become plain to us, as we have found them here (Romano Guardini in Meditations on the Christ).

St. Anthony of Padua Church – Rockford, IL

Grounds at the Oblate School of Theology – San Antonio, TX

Links of interest…  Majesty of Christ crucified…  Prayer before a crucifix…  Relics from the crucifixion…  Roaring lion, mourning dove, word of God…  Stations of the Cross: about / devotion / FishEaters / for kids (downloadable) / how to do / origin / prayers / printables / puppet show / significance / unique chant / way of the cross…  Ten lessons from the agony in the garden…  Veronica’s compassionate act…  Via Crucis at the Colosseum with Pope Francis…  Way of the cross (St. Alphonsus Liguori)…  What Jesus saw from the cross…

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Full circle

February of last year Steven and I attended Mass at the Basilica of Our Lady of San Juan del Valle and afterwards walked the stations of the cross in keeping with St. Dominic’s posturing— body, mind, heart, and soul.

Unexpected experiences

We’d just read aloud from our Behold! The Stations of the Cross booklets when a woman interfaced with us briefly before heading to the cafeteria, or so we thought.

The cross now becomes too much for Jesus to bear; so the soldiers grab a bystander, Simon, to help Jesus carry his cross.  While Jesus carries the more significant burden, Simon plays an important part in the Passion of our Lord.  In helping Jesus carry this wood, Simon serves as an example for all who contemplate this awkward scene.  We, too, are called to be Simon, to help our brothers and sisters carry the weight of their hardships and difficulties.  Simon was transformed by this unexpected experience.  We, too, will be transformed by our acts of good will to all who are in need of our assistance.

My Lord, help me be another Simon in the world today.  Show me your grace and blessing for the efforts I make each day to help people in their needs.  Help me not only assist those who call upon me for help, but also give me the courage to seek out those who might be in need.  Give me a strong desire to pray, fast, and give alms for those who are most in need.  Through my self-denial, restore dignity to those who are in desperate need of human kindness.  May I give all of these things freely expecting nothing in return (Gouin, 2001, pp. 6-7).

As I took photos, Steven’s shared observations attacked my peaceful contemplation like a double-edged sword.  “Just forget about it,” Steven insisted.  But how could I?

Looking back at the fourth station, I could see the woman doing to everyone else what she had done to us.  She’d walked the path in reverse (finish to start), imposing pangs of guilt on prayerful thoughts, betraying inner voices (of reason) with malicious intent.  “Aren’t sacred spaces supposed to be safe?” I asked rhetorically.  “Is there nothing to stop her?”  I didn’t understand.  What was the lesson?  Simon’s story encouraged gentle giving, not willful taking.

Hesitation

Still struggling to make meaning, we fell back into step and continued… until the woman passed us by as quietly as possible at the eleventh station.

I stood very still, followed her with my eyes, and observed.  The woman approached a young couple with two kids at the tenth station, told her story, and waited for the man to help her out.  The man reluctantly moved his hand near his pants pocket two or three times but never reached within.  Clearly, he couldn’t afford to dole out any money; but the woman was relentless.

Confrontation

Right or wrong, I walked over to protect the young family.  When I reminded the woman that Steven had given her enough money to buy a few sandwiches and sodas at the cafeteria, she feigned ignorance.  So I told her we’d seen her in action with everyone else walking the stations.  We hadn’t even been the first ones.  Steven had seen “lots of bills” in her other hand, but he’d given her money anyway on the chance that she might be telling the truth.

The woman was furious.  I was the guilty party, she said.  Why was I so mean?  Why was I speaking so badly about her?  I was to blame, not her.  She had every right to do as she wanted, and she refused to leave.

What a terrible memory! I thought, as the woman persisted in her imagined woes.  Is this how I want to remember my time at San Juan?  I’d waited years to visit, years to embrace the devotion.  Yet this woman had disrupted my tranquility.  And it was all my fault, of course.

The woman finally left, and I felt totally drained.  I did battle and lost, I thought, as I made my way back to Steven at the eleventh station.  “That was so unfair.  I couldn’t let her take advantage of that young couple.  I had to speak up.”

“You didn’t stop her.  She’ll just be more careful the next time she passes you by.  Just forget about it,” Steven insisted once more.

Full circle

How could I just sluff it off?  How could I come to terms with such blatant behavior?  I needed to regain my equilibrium, but my mind and my heart were all over the place.  I needed desperately to calm down, complete the stations, and be still again.

For a while serenity seemed unattainable but, soon enough, I was peaceful and wholly engaged.  Our unexpected experiences had brought us full circle, and I felt restored.

We adore you, O Christ, and we praise you
because, by your holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

Opening prayer

Heavenly Father, out of love for us you sent your own son, our Lord, Jesus Christ, as our savior.  In him we are redeemed and saved.

Despite our weakness and sinfulness we wish to imitate him and follow in his footsteps.  Send your Holy Spirit, we implore you, to assist us as we make the way of the cross.

We invoke the aid of our Blessed Lady and all the saints that we may be enabled to follow Christ and make his way of the cross our way of life and love.  Amen (Franciscan Mission Associates, B-26, p. 3).

 1: Jesus is condemned to death.

“And they all gave their verdict; he deserved to die” (Mt. 14:64).

 2: Jesus takes his cross.

“Pilate handed him over to be crucified” (Jn. 19:16).

 3: Jesus falls once.

“I looked; there was no one to help” (Is. 63:4).

 4: Jesus meets his mother.

“Woman, this is your son” (Jn. 19:26).

 5: Simon of Cyrene helps Jesus.

“They seized on a man, Simon from Cyrene,
and made him shoulder the cross” (Lk. 22:26).

 6: Veronica wipes Jesus’ face.

“In so far as you did this to one of the least of these brothers of mine,
you did it to me” (Mt. 25:40).

 7: Jesus falls again.

“He was praying all the time for sinners” (Is. 53:12).

 8: Jesus speaks to the women

“Weep rather for yourselves and for your children” (Lk. 23:28).

 9: Jesus falls a third time.

“They leave me lying in the dust of death” (Ps. 22:15).

10: Jesus is stripped of his clothing.

“They shared out his garments by casting lots” (Mt. 27:35).

11: Jesus is nailed to the cross.

“They crucified him there and the two criminals also” (Lk. 23:33).

12: Christ dies on the cross.

“Father, into your hands I commit my spirit” (Lk. 23:46).

13: Jesus is taken down from the cross.

“Now let God rescue him if he wants him” (Mt. 27:43).

14: Jesus is laid in the tomb.

“He then rolled a large stone across the entrance of the tomb” (Mt. 27:60).

15: Christ is risen, alleluia, alleluia, alleluia.

Lastly, he showed himself to the eleven themselves while they were at table.
He reproached them for their incredulity and obstinacy
because they had refused to believe those who had seen him after he had risen.
And he said to them, “Go out to the whole world;
proclaim the good news to all creation” (Mk. 16:14-16).

Contact information

Text for the stations is based on Your Way of the Cross (B-8/14) from Franciscan Mission Associates (FMA), P.O. Box 598, Mt. Vernon, NY 10551-0598.

      

     

Galatians 2:19-21

I have been crucified with Christ; yet I live, no longer I, but Christ lives in me.  Insofar as I now live in the flesh, I live by faith in the Son of God who has loved me and given himself up for me.  I do not nullify the grace of God; for, if justification comes through the law, then Christ comes for nothing.

Good Friday Prayer of Pope Francis

O Christ, abandoned and betrayed even by your own, and sold for next to nothing.  O Christ, judged by sinners, handed over by the leaders.  O Christ, tortured in the flesh, crowned with thorns and clothed in purple.  O Christ, slapped and beaten, and nailed in excruciating pain to the Cross.  O Christ, pierced by the lance that opened your heart.  O Christ, dead and buried, you who are the God of life and existence.  O Christ, our only Savior, we return to you this year with eyes lowered in shame, and with hearts filled with hope:

Shame for all the images of devastation, destruction and wreckage that have become a normal part of our lives; shame for the innocent blood that is shed: of women, children, migrants and those who are persecuted because of the color of their skin or their ethnicity and social standing, or because of their faith in you; shame for the many times that, like Judas and Peter, we have sold you and betrayed you and left you alone to die for our sins, fleeing like cowards from our responsibilities; shame for our silence before injustices; for our hands that have been lazy in giving, and greedy in grabbing and conquering; for the shrill voices we use to defend our own interests and the timid ones we use to speak out for others; for our feet that are quick to follow the path of evil and paralyzed in following the path of good; shame for all the times that we bishops, priests, and consecrated men and women have scandalized and wounded your body, the Church; for having forgotten our first love, our initial enthusiasm and total availability, allowing our hearts and our consecration to rust.

So much shame Lord, but our hearts are also longing with trustful hope, knowing that you will not treat us according to our merits but solely according to the abundance of your mercy; that our betrayals do not diminish the immensity of your love; that your maternal and paternal heart does not forget us because of the hardness of our own; the certain hope that our names are written in your heart and that we are reflected in the pupils of your eyes; the hope that your cross will transform our hardened hearts into hearts of flesh that are able to dream, to forgive and to love; that it will transform this dark night of your cross into the brilliant dawn of your resurrection; the hope that your faithfulness is not based on our own; the hope that the ranks of men and women who are faithful to your cross will continue to live in fidelity like leaven that gives flavor, and like light that reveals new horizons in the body of our wounded humanity; the hope that your Church will seek to be the voice that cries out in the wilderness for humanity, preparing the way for your triumphant return, when you will come to judge the living and the dead; the hope that good will be victorious despite its apparent defeat!

O Lord Jesus, son of God, innocent victim of our ransom, before your royal banner, before the mystery of your death and glory, before your scaffold, we kneel in shame and, with hope, and we ask that you bathe us in the blood and water that flowed from your lacerated heart; to forgive our sins and our guilt; we ask you to remember our brethren who are destroyed by violence, indifference and war; we ask you to break the chains that keep us imprisoned in our selfishness, in our willful blindness, and in the vanity of our worldly calculations.

O Christ, we ask you to teach us never to be ashamed of your cross, not to exploit it but to honor and adore it for, by it, you have shown us the monstrosity of our sins, the greatness of your love, the injustice of our judgments, and the power of your mercy (Pope Francis on Good Friday).

February 14, 2016

“It is to those who have the most need of us that we ought to show our love more especially” (St. Francis de Sales).

February 15, 2016

“The love of God inspires the love of our neighbor, and the love of our neighbor serves to keep alive the love of God” (St. Gregory the Great).

February 17, 2016

“Silence is not a virtue when charity calls for speech” (St. Poemen).

May 3, 2016

“Let us consider what the glorious Virgin endured and what the holy apostles suffered, and we shall find that they who were nearest to Jesus Christ were the most afflicted” (St. Teresa of Ávila).

July 7, 2016

“Woe to me if I should prove myself but a half-hearted soldier in the service of my thorn-crowned Captain” (St. Fidelis of Sigmaringen).

August 28, 2016

“Hope has two beautiful daughters [whose] names are Anger and Courage— anger at the way things are and courage to see that they do not remain as they are” (Attributed to St. Augustine, but not verified).

September 26, 2016

Prayer is the most effective communication with God and the saints.  Prayer strengthens us, gives us resolve, and helps us to carry our daily crosses (Fr. Amador Garza at the Basilica of Our Lady of San Juan del Valle).

January 11, 2017

Lord God, voice of truth, thank you for my voice.  Thank you for having given me a way to whisper grace and sing out your goodness and affirm your will with conviction (Colleen C. Mitchell in Who Does He Say You Are?).

Links of interest…  Burden of the cross…  Delanceyplace: archives / home / second guessing ourselves (Presence)…  Holy face of Jesus calls us…  Often-overlooked saints of Good Friday…  Pain beneath the cross…  Prayer before a crucifix / of St. Francis…  Relics from the crucifixion…  Roaring lion, mourning dove, word of God…  Signs & symbols…  Simon of Cyrene: saint of passersby…  Stations of the Cross: about / devotion / FishEaters / for kids (downloadable) / how to do / origin / prayers / printables / puppet show / significance / unique chant / way of the cross…  Veronica’s compassionate act…  Stuck on the way: Simon-Veronica loop…  Twelve things to know about Holy Saturday…  Via Crucis at the Colosseum with Pope Francis…  Waking up on Good Friday (nine things to know)…

WP posts…  Capuchin church stations…  Disquieting moments…  Growing pains…  Lenten reflections…  Lingering memory…  Prayerful ways…  Quiet prayer time…  Sioux chapel stations…  Sorrowful redemption

Capuchin church stations

Saturday, April 28, Steven and I spent several hours at the St. Bonaventure Church, which flows right into the Solanus Casey Center.

Meeting Father Casey

I discovered Father Casey online in 2009, and finally received a third-class relic badge (in my favorite color, green) in the mail along with an application to the Guild in 2011.

“Would you like to join, darling?” I asked Steven before submitting my membership form.

“No, but you can order anything you like from the gift shop.”

Longing to visit

I was disappointed in Steven’s indifference.  No matter what I said about Father Casey, Steven just wasn’t interested.  He didn’t even pretend to listen, but I didn’t let his attitude stifle my exuberance.  “One of these days I’m going to Detroit so I can visit Father Casey’s tomb at the Solanus Center,” I said, not about to let Steven have the last word.

And what a pilgrimage that turned out to be— for both of us.

Capuchin church stations

“A Journey with St. Anthony along the Way of the Cross” is from Saint Anthony of Padua (Miles and Gianopoulos, 1991, pp. 45-55, 112).

The Franciscans popularized the Way of the Cross devotion.  In the 1300s, in their European monasteries, they began to erect Stations honoring events in the Passion of Jesus.  The practice quickly spread to parish churches.  By the eighteenth century the Way of the Cross had become one of the most popular devotions in the Church.

      

Opening prayer

Lord Jesus, you instituted a new covenant of friendship in your blood by calling us together as the people of God.  Like you, we must walk the way of the Cross. We agonize now in the flesh to finish the remainder of your sufferings for the sake of your body, the Church.  We hasten forward to resurrection in the strength that comes from hope.  May our Lady of Sorrows walk with us now in our contemplation.

We adore you, O Christ, and we bless you.
Because, by your holy cross, you have redeemed the world.

 1st: Jesus is condemned to death…   St. Anthony, help us to be fearless of the world’s judgment, knowing that only the judgment of God matters.

 2nd: Jesus carries his cross…  St. Anthony, help us to accept our trials for the love of God knowing that, if carried in the spirit of Jesus, they will also be redemptive.

   

 3rd: Jesus falls the first time…  St. Anthony, let us be grateful to God who saves us through the cross of his beloved Son.  

 4th: Jesus meets his afflicted mother…  St. Anthony, may we see in Mary’s love a reflection of the love of God, and may we convey healing compassion to others as an instrument of peace.

   

 5th: Simon of Cyrene helps Jesus carry his cross…  St. Anthony, inspire us to ease the pain of Jesus today by assisting him in sharing the burdens of our afflicted brothers and sisters.  

 6th: Veronica wipes the face of Jesus…  St. Anthony, teach us through Veronica’s example to see God’s face in those the world rejects and to show his love at work.

   

 7th: Jesus falls the second time…  St. Anthony, may we ever be grateful to Jesus for accepting the suffering and pain that took away our sins.  May we strive to reform and love with God’s grace.  

 8th: Jesus speaks to the weeping daughters of Jerusalem…  St. Anthony, give us an active concern for the welfare of others.

   

 9th: Jesus falls the third time…  St. Anthony, may we be strengthened by the persevering spirit of Jesus when we feel defeated or tempted to give in.

10th: Jesus is stripped of his garments…  St. Anthony, strengthen us to live in truth and honesty before others and God, our Creator, who has invested us with enduring dignity.

   

11th: Jesus is nailed to the cross…  St. Anthony, help us to be patient and to take those first selfless steps of forgiveness.

12th: Jesus dies on the cross…  St. Anthony, inspire us to feel God’s presence and proclaim by our loving lives that Jesus is the savior of the world.

   

13th: Jesus is taken down from the cross…  St. Anthony, help us to empty ourselves of selfishness so that we may imitate the total giving of Jesus.

14th: Jesus is laid in the sepulchre…  St. Anthony, help us continue our Lord’s mission of liberating the human family from suffering and injustice that results from sin.

   

Closing prayer

Lord Jesus, in your mercy you have given us new birth into hope which draws its life from your resurrection.  By dying you destroyed our death, and by rising you have restored our life.  You are now at work in our hearts through the energy of your spirit.  Strengthened by this power, we will do our best to show you love at work and try to cope patiently and lovingly with life’s challenges.  We are comforted by our belief that the sufferings of this life cannot be compared to the joys that await us in eternal life.  May our Lady of Sorrows walk with us on our way.

Dear God 

Father, you gave St. Anthony the wisdom and grace to live and preach the gospel of Christ.  Help us to live the gospel life of love at work as he did.  Fill our hearts with your love that we may pursue unselfishly a sincere love of God and neighbor. May we be sensitive to your call and faithful to our baptismal promises.  May we imitate the life and work of St. Anthony and create a new world where the love of Jesus will be the rule and not the exception.  We make our prayer through Christ, our Lord.  Amen.

       

April 9-11, 2014

Steven and I made our third annual pilgrimage to the Solanus Casey Center and attended the three-day Lenten Journey in Faith, a truly memorable Franciscan Capuchin experience.

       

April 16, 2014

“He who desires to go on advancing from virtue to virtue, from grace to grace, should meditate continually on the passion of Jesus” (St. Bonaventure).

Links of interest…  Easter/Lent (meditations)…  Holy Week: 1st four days / Triduum…  Prayer before a crucifix…  Praying Lent…  Resurrection (YT)…  St. Francis (stations)…  Stations of the Cross: background / for kids / for marriages & families / how to do / origins / pray / printables / puppet show (YT) / way of the cross…  Via Crucis at the Colosseum with Pope Francis…

WP posts…  Mercy and justice…  Solano, Solanus, Solani…  St. Bonaventure Church…  Today’s Beatitudes

Sioux chapel stations

For more than two months since we returned from our trip, I’ve pondered a seemingly insurmountable dilemma: which of the nearly 1500 photos from our trip to post first.  I categorized them a number of times, looked through them here and there, and had no idea where to start until last night.

Previewing the photos from our day at the St. Joseph’s Indian School in Chamberlain, South Dakota, I created three files— chapel, stations, and windows— before revisiting Kateri Tekakwitha’s painting.  Then, I started with the Sioux chapel at the school.  The stations are the perfect transition.  Not only that, for the prayers I can use the short version of the Way of the Cross used by Franciscans on their missions (The Piety Prayer Booklet, MLOR Corporation, 1996).

Stations for all time

Originating in Jerusalem in the fourth century, these Lenten reflections are more than a permanent visual journey with Jesus through the most harrowing time of his life.  These depictions— when we make the time to look, ponder, and truly internalize— are a constant reminder of the crosses that we, too, must proactively engage as we make our way (back) to God.

What matters most in the Stations of the Cross is to follow Jesus Christ in his passion and to see ourselves mirrored in him.  To face life’s dark side in ourselves and in our world, we need images of hope; and Jesus offers images of hope in his passion.  By accompanying him on the Way of the Cross, we gain his courageous patience and learn to trust in God who delivers us from evil (The Passionist Missionaries, 2002).

Sioux chapel stations

 1st: Jesus is condemned to death…  O Jesus, so meek and uncomplaining, teach me resignation in trials.

 2nd: Jesus receives his cross…  My Jesus, this cross should be mine, not yours; my sins crucified you.

     

 3rd: Jesus falls the first time…  O Jesus, by this first fall never let me fall into mortal sin.

 4th: Jesus meets his blessed mother…  O Jesus, may no human tie, however dear, keep me from following the road of the cross.

      

 5th: Simon helps Jesus to carry his cross…  Simon unwillingly assisted you; may I with patience suffer all for you.

 6th: Veronica wipes the face of Jesus…  O Jesus, you did imprint your sacred features upon Veronica’s veil; stamp them also indelibly upon my heart.

     

 7th: Jesus falls the second time…  By your second fall preserve me, dear Lord, from relapse into sin.

 8th: Jesus consoles the holy women…  My greatest consolation would be to hear you say, “Many sins are forgiven you because you have loved much.”

     

 9th: Jesus falls the third time…  O Jesus, when weary upon life’s long journey, be my strength and my perseverance.

10th: Jesus is stripped of his garments…  My soul has been robbed of its robe of innocence; clothe me, dear Jesus, with the garb of penance and contrition.

     

11th: Jesus is nailed to the cross…  You forgave your enemies; my God, teach me to forgive injuries and forget them.

12th: Jesus expires on the cross…  You are dying, my Jesus; but your sacred heart still throbs with love for your sinful children.

     

13th: Jesus is laid in his mother’s arms…  Receive me into your arms, O sorrowful Mother, and obtain for me perfect contrition for my sins.

14th: Jesus is laid in the sepulchre…  When I receive you into my heart in holy communion, O Jesus, make it a fit abiding place for your adorable body.  Amen.

     

Prayers

Before the cross…  Heavenly Father, as we look at the cross before us, we remember the agony that your son, Jesus, suffered as he accepted it as the instrument of his death.  Accept our prayer, Lord, for all who suffer, all who are in pain, all who are unjustly condemned, all who feel betrayed, all who are dying.

We surrender to you our own suffering, which we find so difficult to bear at times.  May your son, Jesus, continue to bless the efforts that we make to repent for our sins and to forgive those who hurt us in different ways.  We make this prayer through the same Christ, our Lord.  Amen.

Petition…  Passion of Christ, strengthen me!  Strengthen me under the pressure of temptation.  Strengthen me when principle is at stake.  Strengthen me to do your will, my God.  Strengthen me in moments of suffering, in times of loneliness, in periods of depression.  Strengthen me that I may never swerve from you, dear Christ, nor weaken through human respect through a desire to be popular, through hope of social distinction.  Strengthen me to accept my cross and carry it generously to the end.  On the battlefield of life, stand by me that I may never prove a traitor in the ranks.  Stand by me that I may not be dazzled by the glitter and glow of the enemy camp.

       

Links of interest…  Holy Week: 1st four days / Christ’s sorrow & passion / Ten ways to meditate on Christ’s passion / Triduum…  Prayer before a crucifix…  Praying Lent…  Resurrection (YT)…  St. Francis (stations pdf)…  Stations of the Cross: background / for kids / for marriages & families / how to do / origins / pray (beads) / printables / puppet show (YT) / way of the cross…

WP posts…   Kateri’s sainthood…  St. Joseph’s chapel

Lenten reflections

Last Sunday we had another golden opportunity to attend eleven o’clock Mass at St. Paul’s in Flour Bluff.  I told Steven that I intended to take photos afterwards, since the stained- glass windows are particularly dramatic when the sun brightens the otherwise unlit sacred space.

St. Paul the Apostle Church

We were active parishioners at St. Paul’s for two-and-a-half years before returning to our home parish here at St. Joseph’s.  Still, we continue to be drawn there for a number of reasons, namely its diversity and inclusivity: No matter the time that passes between visits, we’re always welcomed with smiles and hugs as if we’d never left.  We continue to be an integral part of our Why Catholic? family.  We’re also invited to participate in special Masses, prayer meetings, pilgrim rosaries, and— three days this week— the Lenten mission.

Still, what initially beckoned years ago is what tugs at my heartstrings most of all: St. Paul’s devotion to the Holy Infant of Prague.  And, as recently as two Sundays ago I discovered yet another reason for the church being so uniquely special: St. Paul’s stations of the cross are its life-sized stained-glass windows!

Lenten reflections

Originating in Jerusalem in the fourth century, these Lenten reflections are more than a permanent visual journey with Jesus through the most harrowing time of his life.  These depictions— when we make the time to look, ponder, and truly internalize— are a constant reminder of the crosses that we, too, must proactively engage as we make our way (back) to God.

What matters most in the stations of the cross is to follow Jesus Christ in his passion and to see ourselves mirrored in him.  To face life’s dark side in ourselves and in our world, we need images of hope; and Jesus offers images of hope in his passion.  By accompanying him on the way of the cross, we gain his courageous patience and learn to trust in God who delivers us from evil (Passionist Missionaries, 2002).

        

       

       

       

       

Prayers

Before the crucifix…  Most High, glorious God, enlighten the darkness of my heart.  Give me, Lord, a correct faith; a certain hope; a perfect charity, sense, and knowledge that I may carry out your holy and true command.

Holy cross…  We adore your most holy cross, Lord Jesus, for it is the sign of your love.

Through the power of your most precious blood, cleanse us from all our sins and protect us from every Satanic influence.  May a river of peace and reconciliation flow from this place into the parish community, into the Church and into the entire world.  Bless and call into heaven all those who have built this cross.  Bless all those who have prayed before this cross and those who will pray before it, for they are listening to Mary, your mother, who is calling us to pray before the cross because many graces are coming from it.

Be blessed, O Jesus, for by your holy cross you have redeemed us for eternal life.   

Jesus Christ crucified…  My good and dear Jesus, I kneel before you, asking you most earnestly to engrave upon my heart a deep and lively faith, hope, and charity with true repentance for my sins and a firm resolve to make amends.

As I reflect upon your five wounds and dwell upon them with deep compassion and grief, I recall, good Jesus, the words the prophet David spoke long ago concerning you: “They have pierced my hands and my feet; they have counted all my bones.”

April 15, 2014

“The remembrance of the most holy passion of Jesus Christ is the door through which the soul enters into intimate union with God, interior recollection, and most sublime contemplation” (St. Paul of the Cross).

September 14, 2014

The glory of the cross… has enlightened all those who were blinded by ignorance.  It has set free all those who were slaves of sin.  It has redeemed the whole human race (St. Cyril of Jerusalem).

March 31, 2015

We must not let our hearts be hardened.  Let us make Calvary echo with the sound of our sobbing.  Let us weep bitter tears for our sins and turn against ourselves with a holy anger.  Let us break all our unworthy habits and leave behind our worldly lives.  Let us carry in ourselves the death of Jesus Christ (Bp. Jacques-Benigne Boussuet).

April 3, 2015

“In the cross we see that Jesus Christ is the victorious Lord” (Fr. Robert Barron).

October 17, 2015

He who died in place of us is the one object of my quest.  He who rose for our sake is my one desire (St. Ignatius of Antioch).

Links of interest…  5 reasons you should love (not hate) St. Paul…  His heart was pierced for us…  Holy Week: 1st four days / Triduum…  Lent as a moving experience / Christ’s thirst for us…  Meditations for Lent (Meditations for Lent)…  Origin of the wood of the cross…  Pilate said to him…  Prayer before a crucifix…  Praying Lent…  Resurrection (YT)…  St. Paul the Apostle Church: facebook / website…  Stations of the Cross: background / for kids / for marriages & families / how to do / origins / pray (beads) / printables / puppet show (YT) / way of the cross…  Were women at the Last Supper…  Why churches have stained glass windows…  Word on Fire (Bp. Barron)…

WP posts…  Beloved joyful priest…  Concrete abstraction…  Dear God…  Growing pains…  Lenten meditations…  Lenten resources…  Prayerful ways…  Seven dwelling places…  Simple yet profound

Lenten meditations

If you’re looking for family activities that involve spiritual reading, click on the five “tips for reading with kids” (below) to get started.  And you may also be interested in the stations of the cross for families, since the audio stations have printables.

Sunday, our church members received free audio Bible CDs— one for adults, one for kids— for the Lenten season.  By listening twenty-eight minutes daily, one can cover the entire New Testament in forty days.  It’s easy enough; so just go to Faith Comes by Hearing, select the Bible you prefer, and download for free to become an Audio Bible Ambassador.

     

Links of interest… Bible through women’s eyes…  Faith comes by hearing (Bible downloads)…  Living Lent daily…  National St. Jude shrine: prayers by email…  Our Sunday Visitor Lent game download for kids…  Stations of the cross for families (handout – history – printables)…  Strong Catholic family faith…  Truth & Life: New Testament dramatized (free audio download)…

WP posts…  Bearing one’s crosses…  Christ’s passion…  For all time…  Full circle…  God’s lovely gifts… Lenten meditations…  Lenten resources…  Lingering memory…  Prayerful ways…  Sorrowful redemption

Lenten resources

Today I received a nifty little pamphlet, Forty Days of Good Deeds, from the Dominican Shrine of St. Jude Thaddeus in Chicago.  What a fun activity this will make!  I wish I’d done this with my first-grade CCE class three years ago.

   

Journaling ideas

First, choose your paper— size, color, texture, ruled or unruled— or do something truly unique and personal.  Lots of ideas come to mind.  Customizing will optimize ownership.  Then embellish with flowers cut from magazines, photos, drawings, or—  Oh, my gosh!  Think of the possibilities!  What a great way to mini-journal one’s trek through the Lenten season!  This ranks right up there with Segy’s book of everyday miracles— the journal I’ve been keeping for the youngest of our four kids, our grump, a self-proclaimed “cynic, thanks to my sixth-grade teachers.”

Lenten prayers

Most high, glorious God, bring light to the darkness of my heart.  Give me right faith, certain hope, and perfect charity.  Lord, give me insight and wisdom, so I might always discern your holy and true will (Conventual Franciscan Friars).

You are holy, Lord, and your deeds are wonderful.  You are strong.  You are great.  You are the most high.  You are almighty.  You, holy Father, are king of heaven and earth (Franciscan Media).

April 9, 2017

Lent is a favorable time to intensify spiritual life: May the practice of fasting be of help to you in order to acquire greater mastery of yourselves; may prayer be the means to entrust your lives to God and to feel him always nearby; may the works of mercy help you to live open to the needs of brothers and sisters (Diane M. Houdek in The Hope of Lent).

Links of interest…  Connect to God through prayer…  Dominican Shrine of St. Jude (devotions)…  Easter: celebrating / customs…  Explore faith: 16 suggestions how not to waste Lent / paschal mystery / recipes / workshop…  For kids: activities (more) / devotions / for kids (more) / holy week / prayer: chain & pots / stations: downloads – for families – printables / talking to kids (more)…  Holy Week rituals…  How to Lent with kids…  Lent: 40 ideas for 40 days (simple) / cross / days of penance / fasting / first four days / in two minutes / meditations (more) / overview / prayers / praying / recipes (Mexican food) / reflections / season / this time / this year…  OSVKIDS Lent game download…  Quick daily practice to help you be more grateful…  Special days: Shrove Tusday / Ash Wednesday / Palm Sunday & Holy Week: Thursday (more) / Friday / Saturday…

WP posts…  Growing pains…  Lenten meditations…  Lenten reflections…  Prayerful ways

Growing pains

Every Lenten season I think of Margie.  We met our senior year at the university.  As full-time employees and moms, we had time to do only what our responsibilities allowed.  We also shared another commonality: Unexpected hardships always occurred to us personally during Lent.  Relationships, money problems, work, school, and our respective kids had us living on the edge in octopus mode.

We quickly developed a buddy system on the telephone.  Late at night when the kids were asleep, we took mini-breaks from studying and talked about our faith.  We read and discussed Bible passages to keep each other awake when writing papers for class or studying for exams.  We wondered how Jesus had endured so much when we were barely hanging on. 

A few years after graduation Margie and I lost track of each other.  But, year after year, I still remember the gist of our talks: Lent has always been a tough season to live through.

And this year’s Lenten season was no different.

Life’s crises

Tuesday of Holy Week, I accompanied Steven to his doctor’s appointment.  While we waited, I read through the Lent issue of the Word among us.  Its focus?  The Cross.

My immediate thought was the Resurrection; my secondary thought, the struggles.  Lent is synonymous with Jesus’s suffering and subsequent crucifixion; but pain, persecution, negativity, and bad times affect the rest of us, too.  Life’s crosses during Lent can be most unbearable.

I thought about Sister’s story…  Bit by bit, the man shortened his cross in life to ease his burden.  Unfortunately, when the time came to set it across the river, the cross was too short for the man to walk on it safely to the other side.

I also thought about the tiny cross story.  On the day of their birth, St. Peter asked each baby in Heaven’s nursery to pick a cross.  One baby was afraid to suffer, so he asked for the smallest one.  He was born into a fine family that could provide him with everything, except he was born blind.

“The Glory of the Cross” notes that some individuals are healed quickly; others, not for a long time.  St. Paul and Jesus suffered until they died.

Awareness

It’s not so much survival of the fittest or “no pain, no gain;” it’s the dynamic tension (Lewin, 1935) we experience daily that leads to our discomforting disequilibrium.  Regardless of the rose- or gray-tinted lenses we choose to wear in life, personal struggles effect change.  And change brings about personal growth.

What’s really strange is how God’s timing or weird sense of humor always leads to some serendipitous, dramatic awareness.

Thanks to my broken kneecap three years ago, for instance, I was able to sit still long enough to read the daily newspaper.  That’s when I discovered Jan Denise’s column in the “for ladies only” section.

Failures in life, she wrote, are simply God’s way of redirecting us onto the right path.

Oftentimes, we get a good idea and end up taking a wrong turn with it.  It goes so badly that we feel terrible, but we shouldn’t have been on that path to begin with.

The lesson, I quickly surmised, is to accept our failures as opportunities for something better, as when my broken kneecap resulted in my discovering a very special relationship with the Blessed Mother through my Franciscan Crown.

Alone time

This Lenten season my daily struggles were more intense than ever before.

Whether or not they led to my unexpected hospital stay Thursday and Friday of Holy Week, I may never know.  What I do know, however, is that God was present in all the wonderful folks who took care of me, and I felt safe.

God knew I’d been having a very rough time, so he granted me alone time with him to make me feel better.  After all, isn’t that what thoughtful, loving parents do when their child is having a bad day?

The Lord manifests himself to those who pause while in peace and humility of heart….

God, in order to be able to speak to the soul and fill it with the knowledge of his love, leads it to the solitude, detaching it from preoccupations of earthly things.  He speaks to the ears of those who are silent and makes them hear his secrets (St. Anthony of Padua).

Finding the way

Over the years I’ve learned that personal crises, especially during Lent, lead to reflection, dialoguing with God, and problem solving.  So, in this respect, Lent is far more than the remembrance of Jesus suffering in the desert and dying on the cross.

Thanks to recent events I’ve come to the realization that Lent is the seasonal retreat through which God allows us to be tested.  He knows that change is difficult and takes time.

For the most part we’re creatures of habit who adamantly resist change.  Nevertheless, Lent is God’s time to evaluate our spiritual growth, reteach as needed, and reassess our progress.  Moreover, Lent is God’s perfectly chosen time to help us make meaningful connections between our very complex lives and his master plan for us.

Simply stated?

All God has ever really wanted is for us to “seek [him out], even perhaps grope for him and find him, though indeed he is not far from any one of us” (Acts 17:27); so he allows for scenarios that help us make that choice.

Prayers

God, give us grace to accept with serenity the things that cannot be changed, courage to change the things which should be changed, and the wisdom to distinguish the one from the other.  Living one day at a time; enjoying one moment at a time; accepting hardship as a pathway to peace; taking, as Jesus did, this sinful world as it is, not as I would have it; trusting that you will make all things right if I surrender to your will so that I may be reasonably happy in this life and supremely happy with you forever in the next (Reinhold Niebuhr, 1934).

Sweet Jesus, I desire neither life nor death but your most holy will.  You are the one, O Lord, that I long for.  If it be your holy will to have me die, receive my soul and grant that, in you and with you, I may receive everlasting rest.  If it be your holy will to have me live longer upon this earth, give me the grace to amend the rest of my life and with good works to glorify your holy name.

July 22, 2011

Jesus, illuminate my faith with the light of your resurrection.  Speak to me, for I love to hear your voice! (the Word among us, July/August 2011, p. 43).

November 12, 2011

“Let us bear our cross and leave it to God to determine the length and the weight” (St. Rose Philippine Duchesne).

February 12, 2013

Let this truth sink in: God never tires of offering you his grace.  He never tires of working with you so that you become more like him.  In fact, he delights in taking his time with you!  He wants to bring to perfection the work that he began with you, and he is willing to devote all the time necessary to do that year after year, Lent after Lent (the Word among us, Jan/Feb 2013, p. 63).

March 31, 2013

Though for a time (like Lent) we endure want and difficulties, we still fix our eyes on what is above, knowing what the empty tomb really points to.  Christ is risen, and in him we now share in the promise of eternal life!

Jesus, you’re alive!  In you I live and move and have my being!  Alleluia! (the Word among us, Lent 2013, p. 70).

August 20, 2013

“This twofold mercy abounds in the heart of the Lord Jesus— his long-suffering in waiting for the sinner and his readiness in granting pardon” (St. Bernard of Clairvaux).

October 24, 2013

Father, I submit myself to you.  I place my faith in all that you have done for me through the cross.  Teach me how to yield to you in every challenge (the Word among us, October 2013, p. 44).

November 13, 2013

Lord, thank you that I have caught your loving gaze and that you have cleansed me with your love.  Open my eyes to see your presence with me today (the Word among us, November 2013, p. 34).

March 16, 2014

“Suffering is conducive to sanctity; for every sorrow, every trial, can be turned into a blessing by the will of the Christian sufferer” (Fr. Francis Xavier Lasance).

July 17, 2014

“O Lord, teach me to seek you, even when my heart is dry and my mind distracted” (Fr. Gabriel in Divine Intimacy).

September 23, 2014

Jesus said to me: “How many times would you have abandoned me, my son, if I had not crucified you?  Beneath the cross one learns love; and I do not give this to everyone, but only to those souls who are dearest to me” (St. Pio of Pietrelcina).

November 9, 2014

The crucifix does not signify defeat or failure.  It reveals to us the love that overcomes evil and sin (Pope Francis).

December 11, 2014

No one, however weak, is denied a share in the victory of the cross.  No one is beyond the help of the prayer of Christ (St. Leo the Great).

December 17, 2014

“The soul that longs for divine wisdom chooses first, and in truth, to enter the thicket of the cross” (St. John of the Cross).

January 27, 2015

We must give alms.  Charity wins souls and draws them to virtue (St. Angela Merici).

February 6, 2015

“Pain and suffering have come into your life; but remember pain, sorrow, suffering are but the kiss of Jesus— a sign that you have come so close to him that he can kiss you” (Bl. Mother Teresa of Calcutta).

February 22, 2015

“Go where you will, seek what you will, and you shall not find a higher way above nor a safer way below than the way of the Holy Cross” (Thomas à Kempis).

March 24, 2015

During this season of Lent let us pray that we will look for and at Jesus with the eyes of faith, love, humility and docility.  As we gaze upon the crucifix as Saint Dominic did, let us make an act of faith in the one who always does what is pleasing to the Father.

St. Dominic, burning with zeal for perishing souls, pray for us! (Aquinas College).

March 31, 2015

“God is grasping the world through Christ, but it is a struggle” (Fr. Robert Barron).

April 1, 2015

“Even if you have not completely succeeded in the way you wanted, remember: our God is a God of second chances” (Fr. Robert Barron).

April 2, 2015

Are you familiar with the story of someone, in a time of doubt, asking Jesus how much he loved her?  It’s said that Jesus stretched out his arms in the way they had been positioned on the cross and said, “This much.”  In this holiest of seasons— Holy Week, Easter, Pentecost, and the Ascension— this powerful image reminds us of the miracle of love that continues to transform us and all creation every day (Congregation of St. Joseph).

April 7, 2015

Be driven by the love of God because Jesus Christ died for all, that those who live may live not for themselves but for him, who died and rose for them.  Above all, let your charity and zeal show how you love the Church.  Your work is for the Church, which is the body of Christ (St. John the Baptist de la Salle).

January 21, 2016

God is love.  He loves and wants to be loved; it is the basic law of his being.  To realize this is to find the solution to all our problems (Dom Augustin Guillerand in The Prayer of the Presence of God).

February 13, 2016

In the course of a year our faith can sometimes become a weekly path of ho-hum routine.  Lent gives us time to reconnect and re-energize our commitment to our Christian baptism so that at Easter we are able to reaffirm our baptismal promises with conviction.  Help us, O Lord, to take this wonderful time of Lent to confirm and strengthen our commitment to share your love (Mary Joshi).

January 5, 2017

“Great changes may not happen right away, but with effort even the difficult may become easy” (Bill Blackman).

February 21, 2017

Do not be depressed.  Do not let your weakness make you impatient.  Instead, let the serenity of your spirit shine through your face.  Let the joy of your mind burst forth.  Let words of thanks break from your lips (St. Peter Damian).

February 22, 2017

Humility is the guardian and ornament of all virtues.  If the spiritual building does not rest on it, it will fall into ruin (Thomas of Celano in Peace and Good).

March 12, 2017

“Lent stimulates us to let the Word of God penetrate our life and in this way to know the fundamental truth: who we are, where we come from, where we must go, what path we must take in life” (Pope Benedict XVI).

March 22, 2017

Lent is a time to quietly examine our relationships.  We examine our relationships with others as well as with the Lord.  Too often we want to ignore, even criticize, the ones we come upon who give us the best advice.  Lord, let me hear you speaking through others (Phyllis Zagano in Sacred Silence).

March 24, 2017

Fasting is not an end in itself but instead is, like prayer and the works of mercy, an expression of who we are before God and in relation to others.  Fasting should make us generous, not self-righteous.  Lord Jesus, show me the difference between what I truly need and what I may simply want (Pat McCloskey, OFM, in Peace and Good).

March 27, 2017

Loving Jesus, you never ask us to do the impossible, but you often ask us to do something difficult.  Help us to remember that you are with us always, even in times of trouble.  And help us today and throughout Lent to be open to your grace (Pat McCloskey, OFM, in Peace and Good).

September 8, 2017

“During the day and between its tasks, as often as you can, you should examine yourself to see whether your affections have been distracted by some object and whether you are still holding our Lord by the hand” (St. Francis de Sales in Roses Among Thorns).

September 25, 2017

“There are two spheres of knowledge in which everyone who is endeavoring after any growth in the spiritual life must be making some advance: the knowledge of God and the knowledge of self” (Fr. Basil W. Maturin in Christian Self-Mastery).

April 1, 2019

True life comes only through many, many journeys of loss and regeneration wherein we gradually learn who God is for us in a very experiential way.  Letting go is the nature of all true spirituality and transformation, summed up in the mythic phrase: “Christ has died.  Christ is risen.  Christ will come again.”  Following Christ is a vocation to share the fate of God for the life of the world, not a requirement for going to heaven in the next world (Richard Rohr, OFM).

Links of interest…  Aquinas College: Dominic & the living word…  Battlefield of the church militant…  Courage to fail…  Cross reveals that suffering has a purpose…  Depression in Lent, an unsought penance…  Lent: cross / fasting / first four days / in two minutes (YT) / overview / prayers / praying / recipes / reflections / season / this time / this year / true purpose / what is…  Metanoia: Fr. James Martin, SJ (podcast) / Valerie Schultz…  Reinhold Niebuhr: Serenity prayer (Jesuit)…  Seven penitential psalms (6, 31, 37, 50, 101, 129, 142)…  the Word among us…  Wounded by God…

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